Thursday, January 21, 2010

Wow how time flies!

Whew! Soo I think my last post was about Christmas break well fast forward a few weeks past good times relaxing with my parents, taking pictures, working out, etc. Now I am back at school and let me tell you we are in full swing both athletically and academically!

First things first though, I am contemplating/already signed up for a trip to Uganda this summer with NCC, the church that I go to here in DC. The trip would be to northern Uganda, the area affected by the 23 year long war, and we would be building a Village of Hope, which is basically care taking facilities and orphanages for the children of Gulu, Uganda. I have felt God calling me to this devastated country for a few months now and there is no better time than this summer!

Anyways back to school! So last week we started classes again which I was both excited about and dreading at the same time if that is humanly possible. This semester I am interested in ALL my classes which is a very good motivation to do the work because it is enjoyable. I am taking Education and Society, Theories of Personality, Ethics: Moral Psychology, Conflict Transformation and Social Justice, and Intro to Christian Ethics. They will be a lot of work and a lot of reading, but I guess that is what I signed up for with this whole college thing.

Speaking of things I signed up for, Tuesday marked the beginning of softball for this semester as well. Unfortunately that means a repeat of the run test that I trained for all Christmas break. I PASSED! Yes, this was only the second time that I have passed on the first try, but I did and Coach Pat was generous enough to not have anyone else run it again even if they didn't pass. So Wednesday we started practice and it feels so good! I love the feeling, minus the incredible soreness, of being back in softball gear, practicing, and being with my team. I feel like it is going to be an amazing and unforgettable season! (It better be since this is the last time I will be playing with Demetria... but we don't talk about that!)

Chi Alpha has also kicked off full speed ahead with events and meetings! I feel so grateful to have a group of people that I can share with and be challenged by! Chi Alpha is such an important part of my college life at Georgetown so I am so thankful for it! My favorite event so far was the 24-hours of prayer. Starting at 10 pm on Tuesday night there was one person from Chi Alpha praying every hour for 24 hours in St. Williams Chapel on campus, for Georgetown, Haiti, and just letting God speak to them. My hour was on Wednesday night from 5-6. I rarely set aside huge chunks of time to solely spend time with God, but that was a powerful experience and it opened my eyes to what I have been missing! It's hard to explain the feeling of connectedness and closeness I felt to God when I just surrendered a portion of my time to Him to lead me where He wanted me to be! Praise God that we were able to do that!

I think that is all for now because I am exhausted and I have practice again tomorrow! Jenna comes next week which will be fantabulous! :)

peace. Mackensey

P.S. here are some photos I took in Massachusetts




Thursday, December 24, 2009

Home sweet home!

Hello blog readers!

Well I finally made it out of Georgetown last Friday. Luckily I made it out a day before a massive snow storm hit that canceled many of my friends flights. I love being home and being able to relax without worrying about school. The Sunday that I came home a huge blizzard hit and coated our driveway with eight inches of snow that my mom and I had to shovel. This was definitely a new experience for me but we had fun with it.

This Tuesday, Heath, Thais, and their little Wheaten terrier Violet came to our house! We have been visiting and eating, of course, the past few days including a standing rib roast dinner with creamed onions, creamed spinach, mashed potatoes and Yorkshire pudding as sides. Last night we went to Caroling on the Commons in downtown Shrewsbury, but the freezing cold weather drove us out of the festivities to Starbucks before the end of the singing. Tonight we are going to the Christmas Eve service and tomorrow Ash, Courtney, Maddie, and Eva come making it a full house! I can't wait for my family to be reunited.

I am having trouble uploading the pictures so you can check out my pictures on facebook or on the link to my mom's blog!

M.C.

Monday, November 30, 2009

Psalm 69

" 1. Save me, O God,
for the floodwaters are up to my neck.
Deeper and deeper I sink into the mire;
I can't find a foothold to stand on.
I am in deep water,
and the floods overwhelm me.
I am exhausted from crying for help;
my throat is parched and dry.
My eyes are swollen with weeping,
waiting for my God to help me.
......
14. Pull me out of the mud;
don't let me sink any deeper!
Rescue me from those who hate me,
and pull me from these deep waters.
Don't let the floods overwhelm me,
or the deep waters swallow me,
or the pit of death devour me."

I love the Holy Spirit's reminders and perfect timing! I praise God for the encouragement and comfort He gives me and his presence in my life even when I don't realize it!! I pray for joy and celebration in my daily life! I know He will bring me out of this tough time.

19 Days until I go home! I can't wait. :)

Mackensey

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Happy Thanksgiving!

Readers,

Happy Thanksgiving! This is the first Thanksgiving in 19 years that I spent away from my home, which was very sad and strange. Luckily, I was still with family! I spent this holiday, one of my favorites, with the Pietrangelo family. I felt so blessed that even though I was away from home I had a family welcome me and celebrate with me. Demi also got to come with me because she didn't go home for Thanksgiving either, which was very fun and I am glad she got to hang out with some of my family!

Happy Anniversary to Ashley and Courtney as well! I love you guys and miss you.... i wish we weren't so far apart! I have really noticed how much I miss my family this year! I hate that we are not all together.

I am so thankful for all of my family and friends because honestly I definitely would not have made it through this year without their support and encouragement! And I am just so grateful that they all still stick around even when they have to constantly put up with me. I am also so thankful for the challenges that God has placed in my life this year, because it has truly shown me that God works our weaknesses into His glory! I am so thankful for mine and my family's health! I am so blessed to have all that I have and I never want to take it for granted. I pray that God would show me ways to use the ways He has blessed me to bless and love other people!

Can't wait for Christmas because the whole family will be together!

Here are some pics from my DC Thanksgiving:






Peace. Mackensey

Monday, November 23, 2009

Deep Breath

Does your life ever get so out of control that you need to constantly remind yourself that God is the one in control of your life not you?? Ya my life has been crazy for the past few weeks! I sometimes feel like God gives us these crazy weeks or months to remind us, when we think that we can handle everything, that we are HUMAN! and we need him EVERY day!! Ya I definitely got that message loud and clear! A couple weeks ago I was just in a crappy mood for some reason and I couldn't shake it, but then Jenna came and her contagious happiness and kindness rubbed off on me... We went to Dupont which is definitely our happy place! I can't wait until she goes to school here next year!




So I have shaken off the bad mood but I am sooo stressed! I have so much stuff to get done for next week and before the end of the semester it is insane! But I took a mini-vacation with the girlies this last weekend and headed to New York to visit TINA!! It was a blast and let me tell you it is not a good idea to try and see all of New York in one day! Your feet will hate you eternally.... but we had fun, especially Melissa who had never been to New York before. Our time included Central Park, authentic NY pizza, F.A.O. Schwarz, and FORLINI's the best Italian ever!! Oh ya and I learned that Tina has a bajillion cousins... think My Big Fat Greek Wedding only Italian.... every where we went Tina mentioned her cousin that works there or that does this... crazy Italian family!! :) well I will conclude with some pics from NY (facebook has all of them!):





Peace. Love. THREE WEEKS TILL CHRISTMAS BREAK!

Mackensey

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Justice and Peace Studies

So everyone as you know I am taking a Justice and Peace Studies class this semester and I am going to be very upset when it ends. Hopefully I get into my teacher's other class next semester because I have love the subject and think they are very important concepts to discuss. This was one of essays that I have written for the class about Southeast DC, I hope you enjoy it because I enjoyed writing it:

Dirty, dangerous, and unimportant are just a few of the words used by outsiders to describe Southeast, DC. The Southeast is the most crime-ridden and poverty-stricken quadrant of Washington, DC. Government officials and non-profit organizations have directed funds to improving the situation of Southeast, but no positive change will be seen or experienced in Southeast until the stigma that is associated with the area is dropped. Attacking external perceptions of Southeast, DC is a necessary step in changing the economic and social issues within the area.

I recently took a bus tour of DC, offered by the Center for Social Justice at Georgetown University, which focused mainly on Southeast. Crossing over from Northwest, where Georgetown is located, to Southeast, I was expecting to see an immediate shift from clean streets, well-manicured lawns, and prestine buildings to trash-filled sidewalks, overgrown lawns, and dilapidated buildings. Shock set in when I looked out the window and did not see run down buildings but buildings that looked similar to the ones I walk by everyday in Georgetown. Father Kemp, my tour guide, addressed that the expectations that I had are consistent with most of the population’s expectations for what many people call the dangerous or bad part of town. Father Kemp even referenced a travel guide that blatantly told people not to venture into Southeast and especially not across the Anacostia River. Fodor’s Travel Guide states, “Northwest also has most of the important landmarks, although Northeast and Southwest have their fair share.” (“Washington, DC Travel Guide”) This advice given to many tourists clearly excludes any history that can be found within Southeast, such as Fredrick Douglass’ house, the Anacostia Museum, and a myriad of other celebrations of African-American history in the city. The intentional exclusion of such landmarks in travel guides and guided tours reinforces the stigma that has been placed on that quadrant.
Southeast clearly has an abundant and vibrant history that could help revive the area if it was cultivated and appreciated. On the tour we visited only two of the historical stops in Southeast, Frederick Douglass’ house and the Anacostia Museum. Both structures directly refute the idea that Southeast lacks important landmarks, yet tourists and residents of other quadrants usually do not even know such landmarks exist. Even my tour guide claimed that there is a “huge divide” between quadrants, yet I kept questioning whether that divide was made by misperceptions. Just driving through the area I felt like I was in familiar neighborhoods. We crossed over a river that is just like the Potomac, drove past an enormous chair that is similar to the one that can be seen in front of Duke Ellington School of the Arts near Georgetown, and saw numerous brick housing structures that were just as nice as the Northwest’s million dollar real estate. Comparisons like these reminded me that I was not in a different world when I entered Southeast; I was in my own backyard.

While many misperceptions exist about Southeast, most of the poverty and crime statistics are unfortunately true. Unemployment, violent crimes, and poverty are highest in Southeast compared to DC’s three other quadrants, which is most of the reason why tourists do not visit the area. Poverty and unemployment, though, are not a problem only in Southeast. DC has the highest child poverty rate in all of the United States and an unemployment rate well above the national average. (So Others Might Eat, 2007) Much of this poverty is concentrated and blamed on the neighborhoods in Southeast. Moreover companies do not want to invest there, leaving Southeast with only three supermarkets and two sit down restaurants (Denny’s and IHOP). The only way to break the cycle of neglect and poverty in Southeast is to break the stereotype that investing and visiting Southeast is a waste. If companies do not invest in the area, then the area will continue to be impoverished. If the area continues to be impoverished, then the companies will be less likely to invest. In order to change this cycle, it must be stopped at its source, the mind-set of vendors, tourists and fellow DC residents.

The root of this cycle is not the Southeast residents, the community, or the economy; the problem is the stigma and fear that outsiders, like investors, tourists, residence of other quadrants who never travel south past the capital, and even news anchors, have toward Southeast. Driving through Southeast I saw more evidence of strong community bonds than I see in Northwest, DC. Churches, community centers, and family gatherings were abundant on the streets. Using these resilient and close-knit communities as the representation of Southeast, instead of the crime and poverty, would give the news topics to broadcast about besides crime and unemployment, would draw more visitors from other quadrants and tourists from other states, and would be a positive shift toward changing many widespread misperceptions.

Negative stereotypes and attitudes are reinforced by the drastic separation felt in DC. Kwame Appiah’s concept of cosmopolitanism, the idea of being responsible for other human beings regardless of geographical boundaries, is what needs to be accepted by each individual in DC. Through taking responsibility for fellow human beings, the divide that people feel between Southeast and the rest of DC would be eliminated. Every individual’s responsibility is to stop seeing the people of Southeast as the other and therefore, neglecting them. We are all humans, with human struggles. Whether our struggles are physical, financial, or internal, this universal struggle should unite us not polarize us further.


The end :)

Mackensey

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Constant Protector

Sometimes I write poetry in my journal with things that God is speaking to me about. It lets me put my feelings into words. This poem is about how even when I think I am far from God or I think he isn't there for me, He is constantly with me. (Sorry if it doesn't make sense... my poetry sometimes only makes sense to me)

I am a runaway without a pursuer
I am a prodigal without a cause
I constantly stray and leave
because of perceived independence
but He doesn't chase me
No, He always remains
He is a patient Father waiting
Anticipating His child's return
He delights in my steps toward Him
even if I fail or fall
Even in my defeat and weakness
I am striving closer to Him
and He never leaves.

Mackensey

Here are some pictures I took of fall at Georgetown! I am trying to start photography as a hobby.. slowly but surely!