Monday, November 30, 2009

Psalm 69

" 1. Save me, O God,
for the floodwaters are up to my neck.
Deeper and deeper I sink into the mire;
I can't find a foothold to stand on.
I am in deep water,
and the floods overwhelm me.
I am exhausted from crying for help;
my throat is parched and dry.
My eyes are swollen with weeping,
waiting for my God to help me.
......
14. Pull me out of the mud;
don't let me sink any deeper!
Rescue me from those who hate me,
and pull me from these deep waters.
Don't let the floods overwhelm me,
or the deep waters swallow me,
or the pit of death devour me."

I love the Holy Spirit's reminders and perfect timing! I praise God for the encouragement and comfort He gives me and his presence in my life even when I don't realize it!! I pray for joy and celebration in my daily life! I know He will bring me out of this tough time.

19 Days until I go home! I can't wait. :)

Mackensey

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Happy Thanksgiving!

Readers,

Happy Thanksgiving! This is the first Thanksgiving in 19 years that I spent away from my home, which was very sad and strange. Luckily, I was still with family! I spent this holiday, one of my favorites, with the Pietrangelo family. I felt so blessed that even though I was away from home I had a family welcome me and celebrate with me. Demi also got to come with me because she didn't go home for Thanksgiving either, which was very fun and I am glad she got to hang out with some of my family!

Happy Anniversary to Ashley and Courtney as well! I love you guys and miss you.... i wish we weren't so far apart! I have really noticed how much I miss my family this year! I hate that we are not all together.

I am so thankful for all of my family and friends because honestly I definitely would not have made it through this year without their support and encouragement! And I am just so grateful that they all still stick around even when they have to constantly put up with me. I am also so thankful for the challenges that God has placed in my life this year, because it has truly shown me that God works our weaknesses into His glory! I am so thankful for mine and my family's health! I am so blessed to have all that I have and I never want to take it for granted. I pray that God would show me ways to use the ways He has blessed me to bless and love other people!

Can't wait for Christmas because the whole family will be together!

Here are some pics from my DC Thanksgiving:






Peace. Mackensey

Monday, November 23, 2009

Deep Breath

Does your life ever get so out of control that you need to constantly remind yourself that God is the one in control of your life not you?? Ya my life has been crazy for the past few weeks! I sometimes feel like God gives us these crazy weeks or months to remind us, when we think that we can handle everything, that we are HUMAN! and we need him EVERY day!! Ya I definitely got that message loud and clear! A couple weeks ago I was just in a crappy mood for some reason and I couldn't shake it, but then Jenna came and her contagious happiness and kindness rubbed off on me... We went to Dupont which is definitely our happy place! I can't wait until she goes to school here next year!




So I have shaken off the bad mood but I am sooo stressed! I have so much stuff to get done for next week and before the end of the semester it is insane! But I took a mini-vacation with the girlies this last weekend and headed to New York to visit TINA!! It was a blast and let me tell you it is not a good idea to try and see all of New York in one day! Your feet will hate you eternally.... but we had fun, especially Melissa who had never been to New York before. Our time included Central Park, authentic NY pizza, F.A.O. Schwarz, and FORLINI's the best Italian ever!! Oh ya and I learned that Tina has a bajillion cousins... think My Big Fat Greek Wedding only Italian.... every where we went Tina mentioned her cousin that works there or that does this... crazy Italian family!! :) well I will conclude with some pics from NY (facebook has all of them!):





Peace. Love. THREE WEEKS TILL CHRISTMAS BREAK!

Mackensey

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Justice and Peace Studies

So everyone as you know I am taking a Justice and Peace Studies class this semester and I am going to be very upset when it ends. Hopefully I get into my teacher's other class next semester because I have love the subject and think they are very important concepts to discuss. This was one of essays that I have written for the class about Southeast DC, I hope you enjoy it because I enjoyed writing it:

Dirty, dangerous, and unimportant are just a few of the words used by outsiders to describe Southeast, DC. The Southeast is the most crime-ridden and poverty-stricken quadrant of Washington, DC. Government officials and non-profit organizations have directed funds to improving the situation of Southeast, but no positive change will be seen or experienced in Southeast until the stigma that is associated with the area is dropped. Attacking external perceptions of Southeast, DC is a necessary step in changing the economic and social issues within the area.

I recently took a bus tour of DC, offered by the Center for Social Justice at Georgetown University, which focused mainly on Southeast. Crossing over from Northwest, where Georgetown is located, to Southeast, I was expecting to see an immediate shift from clean streets, well-manicured lawns, and prestine buildings to trash-filled sidewalks, overgrown lawns, and dilapidated buildings. Shock set in when I looked out the window and did not see run down buildings but buildings that looked similar to the ones I walk by everyday in Georgetown. Father Kemp, my tour guide, addressed that the expectations that I had are consistent with most of the population’s expectations for what many people call the dangerous or bad part of town. Father Kemp even referenced a travel guide that blatantly told people not to venture into Southeast and especially not across the Anacostia River. Fodor’s Travel Guide states, “Northwest also has most of the important landmarks, although Northeast and Southwest have their fair share.” (“Washington, DC Travel Guide”) This advice given to many tourists clearly excludes any history that can be found within Southeast, such as Fredrick Douglass’ house, the Anacostia Museum, and a myriad of other celebrations of African-American history in the city. The intentional exclusion of such landmarks in travel guides and guided tours reinforces the stigma that has been placed on that quadrant.
Southeast clearly has an abundant and vibrant history that could help revive the area if it was cultivated and appreciated. On the tour we visited only two of the historical stops in Southeast, Frederick Douglass’ house and the Anacostia Museum. Both structures directly refute the idea that Southeast lacks important landmarks, yet tourists and residents of other quadrants usually do not even know such landmarks exist. Even my tour guide claimed that there is a “huge divide” between quadrants, yet I kept questioning whether that divide was made by misperceptions. Just driving through the area I felt like I was in familiar neighborhoods. We crossed over a river that is just like the Potomac, drove past an enormous chair that is similar to the one that can be seen in front of Duke Ellington School of the Arts near Georgetown, and saw numerous brick housing structures that were just as nice as the Northwest’s million dollar real estate. Comparisons like these reminded me that I was not in a different world when I entered Southeast; I was in my own backyard.

While many misperceptions exist about Southeast, most of the poverty and crime statistics are unfortunately true. Unemployment, violent crimes, and poverty are highest in Southeast compared to DC’s three other quadrants, which is most of the reason why tourists do not visit the area. Poverty and unemployment, though, are not a problem only in Southeast. DC has the highest child poverty rate in all of the United States and an unemployment rate well above the national average. (So Others Might Eat, 2007) Much of this poverty is concentrated and blamed on the neighborhoods in Southeast. Moreover companies do not want to invest there, leaving Southeast with only three supermarkets and two sit down restaurants (Denny’s and IHOP). The only way to break the cycle of neglect and poverty in Southeast is to break the stereotype that investing and visiting Southeast is a waste. If companies do not invest in the area, then the area will continue to be impoverished. If the area continues to be impoverished, then the companies will be less likely to invest. In order to change this cycle, it must be stopped at its source, the mind-set of vendors, tourists and fellow DC residents.

The root of this cycle is not the Southeast residents, the community, or the economy; the problem is the stigma and fear that outsiders, like investors, tourists, residence of other quadrants who never travel south past the capital, and even news anchors, have toward Southeast. Driving through Southeast I saw more evidence of strong community bonds than I see in Northwest, DC. Churches, community centers, and family gatherings were abundant on the streets. Using these resilient and close-knit communities as the representation of Southeast, instead of the crime and poverty, would give the news topics to broadcast about besides crime and unemployment, would draw more visitors from other quadrants and tourists from other states, and would be a positive shift toward changing many widespread misperceptions.

Negative stereotypes and attitudes are reinforced by the drastic separation felt in DC. Kwame Appiah’s concept of cosmopolitanism, the idea of being responsible for other human beings regardless of geographical boundaries, is what needs to be accepted by each individual in DC. Through taking responsibility for fellow human beings, the divide that people feel between Southeast and the rest of DC would be eliminated. Every individual’s responsibility is to stop seeing the people of Southeast as the other and therefore, neglecting them. We are all humans, with human struggles. Whether our struggles are physical, financial, or internal, this universal struggle should unite us not polarize us further.


The end :)

Mackensey